Saturday, December 26, 2009
Is it too late?
Monday, December 21, 2009
These days
few weeks that more people die in this month than any other? Is that a
comfort?
No, it's an explanation for the unexplained and unexplainable.
Death and dying are two different things. Happened or still happening.
Finite or with the fear of infinite suffering.
Because that is the difference of course, the pain in one is for the
living. The other for the dying.
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Monday, December 7, 2009
The Christmas 'borrel'
But I haven't.
I'm left here sitting on my own in a room full of assorted volunteers
who all work for the Hiv-association. Men, women but up till now no
children thank god.
Nobody says hello, nobody says "who are you?" even, most bizarre
experience I can tell you. I've given my time and energy for nearly 4
years and the only people who seem to know that is the Director and
one of the editors of Hiv News.
I'm out of here as soon as humanly possible.
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Monday, November 30, 2009
World Aids Day
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Saturday, November 21, 2009
Childhood
from the big world outside, a world I had little or no knowledge of.
The big world outside was full of dangers, but I didn't know that. I
didn't know that with the danger came also chances, opportunities.
Chances to interact with other people, experiment with relationships,
social constructions, which would have enabled me to make my own way
emotionally in the world.
But I didn't know this and as a result grew up the way I did, and into
who and what I am.
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Friday, November 20, 2009
Schorer Monitor
Een paar dingen ....
Dit keer was het geen pers-bijeenkomst, alleen zogenaamd mensen 'uit het veld'. D.w.z. GGD'en, Jellinek, Farmaceuten, enz - en - wij, Poz + Proud, de Hiv Vereniging.
Directeur van de Schorer, Ferdinand Strijthagen, opende het bijeenkomst met de volgende ....
"De Schorer Monitor is sec bedoeld om gegevens te verzamelen die gebruikt kunnen worden in het gevecht tegen Hiv."
"De Schorer is geen belangenorganisatie, het is meer een instituut, zoals Stivoro (Stichting Stoppen Met Roken)."
Dus .....
Alle homomannen die niet snapten waarom de Schorer niet voor hun gezondheid opkwamen kunnen het nu wel snappen - volgens de Directeur, daar zijn ze niet voor.
En als je volgende jaar weer gevraagd wordt om de Schorer Monitor in te vullen realiseer je nu wel dat je het niet voor jezelf, of de homogemeenschap in het algemeen doet - nee - het is alleen voor de Schorer zelf.
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Poz.com
How Stigma Kills
by Regan Hofmann
People don't want us to: Cut their hair, Serve them food, Babysit their children, Marry them Or be their friend.* Why AIDS stigma is as deadly as the virus itself.
We're not imagining this. In 2007, amfAR, the Foundation for AIDS Research, commissioned Harris Interactive to conduct a study among the general American public seeking their attitudes about women living with HIV/AIDS. The survey showed that the majority of Americans are uncomfortable around people living with the virus. More specifically, the study revealed that 59 percent of Americans are somewhat or not at all comfortable with having an HIV-positive woman providing them with child care; 47 percent of Americans are somewhat or not at all comfortable with having an HIV-positive woman serve them food at a restaurant, and 35 percent of Americans are somewhat or not at all comfortable with having an HIV-positive woman as their hairdresser. This study, which mined attitudes about HIV-positive women, flushes out that it is indeed the virus itself that makes people squirm. In other words, people don't fear HIV because (as some suggest) they misperceive it to be a gay or a black disease; they fear HIV and the people living with it, period.
The study also revealed that the vast majority of Americans are not comfortable with the idea of having a romantic relationship with an HIV-positive partner. Eighty-seven percent of Americans are somewhat or not at all comfortable dating someone who is HIV positive, and 89 percent of Americans are somewhat or not at all comfortable marrying someone who is HIV positive. One in five Americans said they would not be comfortable with having an HIV-positive woman as a close friend. Ouch.
The results of a recent survey on poz.com about stigma showed that our readers' perceptions of the general public's attitude toward people living with HIV are spot-on. Eighty-eight percent of you said that your fear of being stigmatized has made dating/relationships more difficult (remember, 87 percent of the general public said they're uncomfortable dating you), and 91 percent of you believe AIDS stigma prevents people from getting romantically serious with/getting married to you (89 percent of the general public agreed with you). That's very close statistical mirroring.
Given that HIV-related stigma is as bad as we perceive it to be, it's no wonder then that 65 percent of you said that HIV-related stigma has prevented you from disclosing to family members; 71 percent of you said it keeps you from telling coworkers; and 60 percent of you said you don't tell friends because of fear of being stigmatized.
One statistic we found particularly disturbing in the Harris study was that very few Americans believe that HIV-positive women should have children. In response to the question, Should a woman with any of the following conditions have children?, fifty-nine percent said women with cancer should have a child; 47 percent of people said women with depression should; 37 percent said women with multiple sclerosis should; 20 percent said women with hepatitis C should; 19 percent said women with Down syndrome should; and 17 percent said women with schizophrenia should. Yet, only 14 percent of Americans said they thought women with HIV should have a child.
This points to a root cause of AIDS stigma: lack of education. Too many people still don't have the correct facts about the disease. For example, women with HIV under proper medical care can usually have a child without passing the virus on and are likely to live long enough to parent the child. Since lack of information breeds fear and fear breeds stigma, one clear prescription for fighting stigma is renewed awareness and better education around the disease.
It would be one thing if stigma stopped with an attitude. If all it meant to be stigmatized was that some people didn't like us, it would perhaps be manageable, albeit uncomfortable. But when stigma gets in the way of our survival, that's another thing entirely. Thirty-four percent of you said that fear of stigma has prevented you from seeking care, treatment and support. And 19 percent of you said you don't disclose to health care professionals because of HIV-related stigma, a fact that certainly compromises the level of care you are receiving. Imagine how many people don't get tested for HIV because of stigma. It's estimated that one in five Americans living with the disease is unaware of his or her status. And according to the CDC, it's estimated that HIV-positive people who are unaware of their infection may account for 54 to 70 percent of all new sexually transmitted HIV infections in the United States. Seems clear to us that stigma is a barrier to individual—and public—health. Not to mention that 48 percent of you said fear of stigma has adversely affected your career. It's harder to keep a good job and afford medical insurance and prescription drugs if you're not performing at optimal levels at work.
But while much of the impact of HIV-related stigma is quantifiable, it is, arguably, those aspects of stigma not captured by statistics that prove the most devastating. As we went to press, more than 1,000 of you told us chilling stories of how stigma negatively affects your lives—breaking down your spirit and your will to live.
Only a small group of you spoke of how you fight stigma, standing proud and strong despite society's desire to keep you down. Some of you have found the inner strength and resolve to rise up in spite of people's fear and ignorance.
As a community of people living with HIV and as a society in general, we need to do a better job fighting stigma by reopening the dialogue about this disease and dragging the unseen facts and faces into the light. Because it is much easier to fear what we don't know. (Interestingly, while 85 percent of you said that President Obama and his administration are not doing enough to combat stigma around HIV/AIDS, 78 percent of you said that the HIV/AIDS community itself is not doing enough to combat stigma.)
It's a chicken-and-egg conundrum. Stigma around AIDS will only dissipate when the world is safe enough for people with HIV to no longer fear disclosing. Individually, many of us living with HIV who have disclosed in POZ or in our lives have seen that people can be supportive and kind once they understand the facts around the disease. (Sixty-seven percent of you said that people treated you the same, post disclosure.) But 87 percent of you said that the current anti-discrimination laws do not sufficiently protect HIV-positive people from being stigmatized, which means that things must change before we can afford to show our faces and change the way the world sees people living with HIV—for the better.
Forty-nine percent of you said that HIV-positive people's fear of being stigmatized is worse than the actual stigma. At POZ, we see repeatedly that this is true. For those who feel they are ready, and can safely come forward, speaking about having HIV can do much to erode the corrosive stigma that keeps us from good health. It bashes stigma when we show the world we have nothing to hide—and are nothing to fear.
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Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
the Mexican
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
Bert and Ernie
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Battles won, battles lost
The Councillor in Rotterdam responsible for Health, Jantine Kriens, has decided that Hiv patients no longer need psycho-social support.
Saturday, October 24, 2009
Viral Transmission
at the moment. My concern is with H1N1 and the consequences of
transmission to me.
The epidemic wave has begun in my circle of friends and although it
hasn't yet reached my 'inner ring' it is causing me concern.
My throat is sore and the hyperchondria is difficult to keep at bay ;-)
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Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Changing Meds
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Joni Mitchell - Coyote
.... and take their temporary lovers, their pills and powders to get them through this passion please ....
Fat
the belly and smile as if they're rubbing a Buddha for luck?
It ain't.
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Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Monday, September 14, 2009
A Single Man - Theatrical Trailer
A Single Man, adapted from the novel by Christopher Isherwood and directed by ex fashion designer Tom Ford, has won the Queer Golden Lion for gay-themed movies screening at the Venice Film Festival, in competition with fourteen other films. The film's star Colin Firth has also won the festival's Best Actor award.
Monday, September 7, 2009
Curiouser and curiouser ....
chalk.
I know I'm being obtuse but what the hell ;-)
Sent from my iPhone
Doubt
Some kind of door into my own past? present? future?
More details will emerge later this evening.
I hope ....
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Sunday, September 6, 2009
Not looking left, not looking right
Ah ....
I was reminded not so long ago of one of the (for me) most distressing
symptoms of clinical depression - short term memory loss.
Now it seems that lots of things will actually trigger short term
memory loss. Last month it was pronounced a definite symptom of
alcohol abuse combined with HIV for example. How some of these
conclusions are reached, however, sounds pretty dubious sometimes to
me. What did they do to find this out? Ask people with HIV to remember
when their last drink was?
Anyway, memory loss is annoying at best and destroying at worst. Thw
why's and wherefore's of memory loss are mostly irrelevant unless one
tries to avoid the unavoidable.
Whether it be substance abuse, pills or old age the results differ
only in degree.
My Grandmother died with premature dementia, a sword of Damocles that
has swung above my Mother"s head for years. And my own for that
matter. Every time I can't remember someone"s name I tend to panic -
"is this the beginning of the end?"
My first partner here in the Netherlands, Herman, was deeply demented
in the end when the Doctor finally put him out of his misery.
One can't explain the anguish, the pain and sometimes sheer terror of
living with someone who is suffering dementia. Herman was, in the last
6 months of his life, completely and utterly unreasonable in his
demands for everyone around him. At war with life, his life and
definitely his own death, he would threaten, sulk and glare to get his
own way. As the song says "Quips with a sting, jokes with a sneer, and
the lies ill-concealed and the wounds never healed".
Just like my poor Grandmother, Herman turned into an unreasonable
patient. His weapon of choice was the wheelchair. He loved to be
wheeled around town so that he could be gawked at by others. It gave
him the perfect excuse to be nasty to all he met whilst playing the
poor defenceless invalid.
Then they turn into Godzilla. They both moved into a period where they
stayed at home and continued their ranting from their armchairs.
Impossible to please they would delight in torturing their
(previously) loved ones, deriding them for their lack of caring.
And the last phase? The worst of all. The silence. The face that says
nothing, the eyes that betray nothing, the loved one that is no longer.
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Thursday, September 3, 2009
Saturday, August 29, 2009
Downtown
And life is making you lonely
You can always go ....
To the Hema"
Eat a sausage roll, listen to Mahler's 4th Symphony on your iPhone,
and smile.
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Monday, August 24, 2009
Sleep
There is more to it all of course, but the fear of disclosure is
strong even for me.
I must also differentiate between the bedroom, the bed, and sleep itself.
Sleep is the fear of never waking up again, the fear of never wanting
to wake up again. It's oblivion and it's safe at the same time. To
leave one"s body and mind on hold and to leap into nothingness is so
routine for most people that I'm sure some of you are quite shocked to
hear me talk this way.
Each night is a journey into oblivion, nothingness, a state of not
being. Each morning I wake, until the morning when I do not.
It's a conscious choice and it's the subconscious relinquishing of
choice.
Sleep well ....
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Wednesday, August 19, 2009
Barney Frank Confronts Woman At Townhall Comparing Obama To Hitler
A constituent asks, "Why are you supporting this Nazi policy?" Frank responds: "On what planet do you spend most of your time?"
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
The day after the day after
I hope that this is not because my new pills are not working, just
that they are not working at full strength yet.
I'll tell you one thing for sure, the suicidal thoughts are always
very distressing, although they are (I think) becoming less frequent.
Just writing the above scares me very much. Why? What people will
think. Will they think I'm incapable of rational thought? Will they
think I'm about to slit my wrists any moment? That I'm dangerous to be
with? Unsafe to give responsibility to? Unable to carry on?
I'm just a Gay man with HIV and a serious disability in the form of
severe depression.
I'm not alone, there are unfortunately many of us.
With the right medication and good support we can get along fine.
Without one or both of the above life is difficult, sometimes very
difficult.
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Monday, August 17, 2009
However, the next day ....
than I could ever have imagined. Of course the general public didn't notice
any of it (or am I underestimating peoples intelligence?).
It was full on war on the Dijk yesterday at a level that I never
dreamed they (Queens Head and Barderij) would have stooped to.
Without the support of friends I would have been made to look a fool
too.
All in all another reason to distance myself even more from the
'wrong" side of the Zeedijk.
But ....
Once again ....
Why do some people only really feel good about themselves when they
are putting other people down?
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Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Shopping
Honestly.
Gay and not a shopaholic I'm glad to say. Not many things
bore me like shopping for non-essential items - but nothing in the
world hits that button like shopping for essentials does.
You all know exactly what I mean. You need something very specific, in
a specific colour, and a specific size .... And there's only one
place you think it may be. The Market.
Brrrrrrrrrrr
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Sunday, August 9, 2009
Thursday, August 6, 2009
Patterns
they always the most destructive, if not self-destructive ones?
We're all Pavlov's dogs to a certain extent, conditioned to respnd to
stimulii. But how do we create those responses?
Because, of course, our lives are not a controlled lab experiment. We
are continually bombarded with 'appropriate' responses to stimulii,
but the choices that we make, the responses we choose to link to the
stimulii, are they random?
Maybe it's chance, maybe we choose the response that hurts the least,
or the most, and maybe sometimes we have no choice and the responses
are forced upon us.
It's a kind of crossed wires syndrome where the response is neither
appropriate nor in proportion.
Which is, of course, a pretty good description of emotions in general;
not always appropriate or in proportion (or even relevant).
We are not in control of our emotions, and we should never want to be
for emotion control is one of the sure ways to madness. However we
need to be aware of the truth about how fickle our emotions are, how
easily manipulated, how easily influenced.
"I put you down because it makes me feel better about myself"
Pavlov's dogs.
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Tuesday, August 4, 2009
Monday, August 3, 2009
Plus & Minus
For someone who is hyper-sensitive, prone to over-stimulation and
passive-empathic, I didn't do too bad over the last few weeks.
I've discovered that 'downers' like alcohol really do have an adverse
effect on me. As do large crowds of people.
I've unfortunately also re-discovered that one of the greatest taboo
subjects in the world is still mental illness. People generally are
either so frightened of it that they don't want to hear, or are so
intolerant that they dismiss it as 'drama queen' behaviour. Neither
helps.
I don't know the answer to this, if there is one, or if one is even
necessary.
If I'm mad as a hatter but only hurt myself because of that? Does that
make me a threat to society?
No, the feelings of hopelessness will destroy any joy or happiness in
your life and leave you as a burnt out shell of a human being....
.... and the world may never even know.
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Sunday, August 2, 2009
Cash Pride
At best it was boring, at worst demeaning.
A city full of dronken heterosexuals came to see the fags on boats.
Canal Parade has, inherently, always had a high voyeurs level. The
fags are captive on the boats with a very safe distance of water
between them and the general public. Where this invisible barrier used
to help the fags to let go of their inhibitions without fear of being
beaten to pulp by the straights, it now serves to keep the public safe
from 'undesirable' and 'inapropriate' behaviour.
What was (sometimes) a joyous, raucous celebration of all things Gay,
incuding Gay Sex, is now an advertising vehicle snuffeling for the
Pink Euro.
Sorry fellas, Gay Pride has become a Cash Cow and is not only
interested in our wallets, but in the wallets of the General Public.
I'm afraid that yesterday just made me angry.
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Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Merce Cunningham
nothing. He was, however, one of the most important figures in art in
the twentieth century.
He died last night at the age of 90 leaving a legacy that few could
ever hope to acheive.
Cunningham was a Choreographer avant la lettre.
Art was art, whether it involved the human body or not. Famous
collaborations with Cage in which both his music and Cunningham"s
dance were created separately and only during performances played/
danced together.
The story that has always stayed wth me is this:
"One day Merce was at the swimming pool. Relaxing in the restaurant
there he was separated from the pool and the swimmers by a large glass
window. There was also a large jukebox that sometimes played popular
numbers of the time.
Merce noticed for the first time in his career that what he was seeing
on the other side of the glass was.connected to what he was hearing on
his side. Although neither was deliberately constructed to do so, the
swimmers and musicians where somehow, on a subconscious level, in
perfect harmony with each other."
Without Merce Cunningham and his work, Art would be a lot different
today.
Only the risk-takers push the envelope for the rest of us. Not because
they want to, but because they have no other choice.
We should praise their (and therefore our) right to celebrate feedom,
and that these wonderful people give us a vocabulary to do so.
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Monday, July 27, 2009
Flight not Fight
Saturday, July 25, 2009
Friday, July 24, 2009
Friendship
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Hoogeveen
hadn't seen her since May and were alarmed by the smell coming from
her house. The family have been informed.
Two months, how long was she dying before she died? How long did she
pray that the neighbours would notice due was gone, was she still
praying long after her soul had left her body? Did she hope for a
miracle, that her chdren would take the time to notice her
disappearance, now in her death if not in her life?
Dear lord please don't let that happen to me.
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Friday, July 17, 2009
Time
Awake every hour on the hour throughout the night as if the sleeping pil is itself an alarm clock set to disturb and alarm.
And 'day' becomes a flexible concept, and 'night' once more a thing to be dreaded (if not feared).
Going to bed has it's traumatic side for me anyway after 12 years of systematic rape within my relationship. 'Bed' and 'the bedroom' are not words that calm me, or inspire me to relax. Years I would go to bed as early as possible and pray to be asleep when my ex came to bed. Years I would fake being asleep just to try and deter him from wanting sex. Years I would try anything to make him cum quicker so it would be over quicker. Just get him to shoot his load in my ass and I could then get to sleep.
But of course I didn't sleep. Too tired to sleep, too hurt to cry, too afraid. My brain was numb. My body not my own. My soul?
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Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Monday, July 13, 2009
Withdrawal
> definite minusses.
>
> It's not pleasant to be wanting to cry every five minutes for no
> reason whatsoever. My eyes are red and sore and my head hurts more
> than aches despite the 1000 mg paracetamol.
>
> Still, musn't complain. No flu symptoms as yet, just a small but
> irritating cough. By the way, don't ever try eating cheese on toast
> and sneezing at the same time - I'm going to be spending some
> considerable time cleaning it off the wall opposite ....
>
>
> Sent from my iPhone
Sunday, July 12, 2009
Here we go again ....
illness for that matter, do just like that. The threat of
"bijwerkingen" is real i,e, more of the same diarhea, hypersomnia,
obstipation etc. But lets not forget the fear of an all new cast of
symptoms on top of the old ones; stomach cramps, dizziness, insomnia,
and on and on and likewise and so forth.
The medication is "necessary". A "necessary evil" is how it's sold to
us.
We have no real evidence of the effects of long term medication,
dosage, combinations, duration.
We have become a race of guinea pigs.
Lets hope we don't turn into lemmings.
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Thursday, July 9, 2009
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
Bad Night
Sweating like a pig for a couple of hours then feeliing cold for the
next couple.
Ibuprofen en paracetamol to lower the fever and relieve the pain in
the joints.
Taxi cabs outside my window, screeching horns, ditto English tourists.
Sleep will come eventually ....
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Monday, July 6, 2009
Saturday, July 4, 2009
Morning
bright. White Party people are making their way back home in two's and
three's. Tiny girls in even tinier white dresses shivering as they
cross the square in front of my window.
It's 6:15 and the city has just hit the snooze button again. Another
hour before it realises it is Saturday and rolls over once again.
Even the junkies are late this morning ....
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Wednesday, July 1, 2009
Monday, June 15, 2009
Sleep
Monday, June 8, 2009
Pause, play, fast forward
Life has been a bit complicated the last few months.
Saturday, May 16, 2009
Moscow
Russian riot police arrest gay protesters
Saturday, 16 May
Dozens of riot police broke up a gay rights demonstration today before the Eurovision Song Contest final in Moscow, grabbing protesters and throwing them into police cars and a waiting bus.
Those arrested for taking part in the small demonstration, which had been banned by city authorities, included British and Russian campaigners.
"There is no freedom for gays in Russia," British gay rights activist Peter Tatchell shouted as police bundled him away. "We call on President (Dmitry) Medvedev to meet with us."
Police pushed waiting reporters away as they arrested the gay and lesbian participants but there were no beatings.
Among those detained was Nikolai Alexeyev, a Russian gay rights leader. Alexeyev was walking with a person wearing women's clothes, whom he described as a friend. Police said they were arresting him for walking with a transvestite.
Moscow Mayor Yuri Luzhkov has taken a hard line against homosexual protesters, once describing a gay rights parade as "satanic".
Friday, May 8, 2009
Gay Parades are a Satanic Act
"Would destroy morals"
Moscow bans gay pride march on Eurovision day
"Moscow has never had gay parades and it never will," said Mayor Yuri Luzhkov's spokesman, Sergei Tsoi. "Not only do they destroy morals within our society, but they consciously provoke disorder which threatens the lives of Muscovites and visitors."
Parade organizer and prominent gay rights activist Nikolai Alekseyev said on his website www.gayrussia.ru that the event would take place anyway.
"This is our right and it is guaranteed by the constitution. No official, including the Moscow mayor, has the right to violate it," Alekseyev said.
But Luzhkov's spokesman said any attempt to hold an unsanctioned gay parade would be "toughly stopped by law enforcement agencies in accordance with the law."
Luzhkov, who has been mayor of Moscow since 1992, once said gay parades were "a satanic act"
Russia did not decriminalize gay sex until 1993, two years after the Soviet Union's collapse, and intolerance is widespread.
Moscow has no gay-friendly district and the homosexual scene is still largely underground. Public displays of affection between same-sex couples are rare.
The gay parade, scheduled for May 16, was meant to coincide with Moscow's hosting of the Eurovision Song Contest. Activists had asked that competitors back homosexual rights on stage.
A Swiss-based Eurovision spokesman, currently in Moscow, declined to comment on the banning of the parade but said: "It's not a secret that we have a large gay audience and we respect everyone's backgrounds."
Friday, May 1, 2009
Gwen Stefani - What You Waiting For?
What are you waiting for?
Before your legs are paralyzed,
before you get pancreatic cancer,
before you waste away,
do it
now
.
Friday, April 17, 2009
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Susan Boyle - Singer - Britains Got Talent 2009
Unable to embed - please go to You Tube and make your day ....
Thursday, April 9, 2009
News
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
Monday, April 6, 2009
Kees
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Schorer Monitor
Reactie van Poz & Proud op start Schorer Monitor 2009
Begin deze week is het jaarlijkse onderzoek van Schorer gestart naar de seksuele gezondheid van de Nederlandse homo: De Schorer Monitor. In de vragenlijst van de Monitor 2009 ontbreken opnieuw essentiële vragen die belangrijk zijn voor een goed inzicht in de seksuele gezondheid van homo’s met hiv. Ook heeft Schorer tot op heden geen concrete toezeggingen gedaan om zijn stigmatiserende communicatiestrategie aan te passen.
Schorer heeft in diverse gesprekken getoond open te staan voor kritiek en heeft ook toezeggingen gedaan om de Monitor in de komende jaren te verbeteren. Op belangrijke onderdelen heeft Schorer echter volgens Poz & Proud nog te weinig met deze kritiek gedaan. Poz & Proud mist vooral een helder signaal van Schorer dat de communicatie in de toekomst zorgvuldiger zal gaan verlopen. De uitkomsten van de Monitor dreigen hierdoor opnieuw door een onzorgvuldige communicatiestrategie een negatief beeld van homoseksualiteit in het algemeen en hiv in het bijzonder bij het algemene publiek op te roepen. Het instellen van een commissie op persoonlijke titel om de uitkomsten van het onderzoek te duiden is geen garantie voor een goede communicatiestrategie. Een onderzoek dat opnieuw op belangrijke punten de plank misslaat is geen goed onderzoek in de ogen van Poz & Proud en schaadt bovendien de belangen van hiv-positieve homo’s.
Poz & Proud ontraadt daarom aan het onderzoek deel te nemen.
i.e. DO NOT TAKE PART IN THE ON-LINE SCHORER MONITOR!!!!
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Friday, March 20, 2009
Bio-hazard
The Bio-hazard symbol as used by Gay Poz Men is a self-designated symbol of discrimination. In much the same way that the Gay Liberation Front re-claimed the pink triangle in the 70's.
Thursday, March 19, 2009
The Pope and Condoms
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Learning
Monday, March 16, 2009
AMEN and out
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Thursday, March 5, 2009
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
The Denver Principles Project
Way back in 1983 Hiv+ people in Denver got together and created a kind of Declaration of Independence for Hiv+'ers - The Denver Principles.
The Denver Principles Statement from the Advisory Committee of People with AIDS (1983) We condemn attempts to label us as 'victims,' a term which implies defeat, and we are only occasionally 'patients,' a term which implies passivity, helplessness, and dependence upon the care of others. We are 'People With AIDS.' RECOMMENDATIONS FOR HEALTH CARE PROFESSIONALS RECOMMENDATIONS FOR ALL PEOPLE RECOMMENDATIONS FOR PEOPLE WITH AIDS RIGHTS OF PEOPLE WITH AIDS |