Thursday, December 2, 2010
The Aids Machine
Thursday, October 21, 2010
It Gets Better!
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
The Unbearable Lightness Of Being
Thursday, August 26, 2010
Suicide and the contributing factor
Saturday, August 21, 2010
Drenthe?
Monday, August 2, 2010
Underestimation?
Friday, July 23, 2010
Dopa
Drug users, not necessarily injected, have less dopamine receptors than 'normal'. This implies less activity in frontal cortex zones indicating less control, and more activity in the amygdala zone indicating more impulsivity.
However, the same is also true of people with HIV. To a lesser but still significant degree people with HIV have less dopamine receptors.
The combination of HIV infection and substance abuse whether it's Cocaine, Heroine or Meth etc increases this effect - possibly permanently, but at least for quite a few years.
This results in a continued loss of control and increase in impulsivity - an addiction to dopamine.
It's a long way to go till substantial evidence is accumulated but it's a begin. Addiction is a Brain Disease which is aggravated by HIV.
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Thursday, July 22, 2010
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
Breaking Point
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Saturday, July 17, 2010
Michel Kazatchine
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Saturday
600 Gay men (and associates) in one location for a whole day may sound like heaven but not if you're surposed to be concentrating …
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Friday, July 16, 2010
Global Aids Conference 2010
I've already started by drinking an Espresso Machiato with bonbon at Schiphol. The waitress obviously thought I needed it because she slipped me an extra bonbon on the sly… love it.
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Monday, June 28, 2010
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
For sure
Saturday, May 22, 2010
again
Friday, May 14, 2010
Backwards and Forwards
Sunday, May 9, 2010
To be or not to be ....
It is certainly the most damaging to oneself. For the fear of the confrontation, or, more honestly, the consequences is paralyzing.
The fear of making ANY decision paralyzes me.
Any decision made, however small, however mundane, however inconsequential burdens me with a weight of fear.
Its hard to understand I know. How on earth can choosing, for example, sugar over sweeteners be such a fearful experience? Turn left or turn right on leaving the apartment? Go out or not go out.
Somewhere in my brain there is a fearful residence. Its a painful remembrance, real or imagined, of past mistakes. Of ALL mistakes. And all these mistakes were my own, my own choosing, a result, and results of, my own free will.
Ergo - anything good that has happened in my life has been as a result of intervention by person or persons (or even gods) outside of my realm of influence.
Ergo - no decision I can make will be the right decision.
Ergo - I am incapable of making good decisions regarding myself and therefore need other people to make decisions for me.
Ergo .... I have no free will.
Thursday, April 8, 2010
Malcolm Mclaren - Deep in Vogue
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a9KDmJQjS_0&feature=youtube_gdata
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Saturday, March 20, 2010
Brain fluid
I really do think that you can't get away with saying that to a room
full of people with HIV and then walk away …
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Monday, March 8, 2010
MSM
Well the Schorer has done what no-one has ever done before - you have to give them credit where credit is due .....
Thursday, February 25, 2010
Tina
Monday, February 22, 2010
Thursday, February 4, 2010
Drama Queen
Monday, February 1, 2010
Aids-related Cancers
The top three cancers in the general population, breast, intestine and lung, occur in the same frequency in people with a Hiv infection. However, the three so-called Aids related cancers occur much more often.
Kaposi Sarcoma of the skin and internal organs – Herpes 8
Glandular or non-Hodgkin – Epstein Barr Virus
Cervical (in women) – HPV
Other cancers are rising in frequency amongst people with a Hiv infection. Notably the Hodgkin Lymphoma.
The association with Hepatitis B and Hepatitis C infections increase the risk of liver cancer.
Certain non-KS skin cancers are also more prevalent in people with a Hiv infection.
Anal cancer, although comparatively rare, does occur 25 times more in Hiv positive men and 40 times more in Gay Hiv positive men. Recent trials are already indicating that these figures will increase when the trials are completed.